chui no more? *laughs*

Is confusing sometimes

it accelerates at the exciting prospects coming my way - but at the same time, there is also a cold,subtle feeling, somewhat like f-e-a-r.

Yes, i will be leaving in a month time and it can be better or worst depending on how you look at it. Oh well, for the past few days i've been thinking about it. A lot of things can happen you know, not to mention the people and events i gonna miss. And the thought of living in a foreign land does freak me out at times. Like language barrier etc. =(

Honestly, i didn't think there was anything holding me back from going in the past. But now, It's another set of story. As the day is drawing nearer, the more i can't bear to leave this sunny island. =X for sure i gonna miss cell, UM and all my lovely friends. Oh meaning i won't be chui for that few months? Good or bad? ( some inside jokes in UM FYI =D)