bigger heart

I knew it right from the start and i am glad it turned out this way. Its quite irony actually. I thought my initially reaction would be 'so unfair!' But, it turned to be : Such a relief! Its quite amazing how God put you in particular situation and before you knew it, He brought you through it.

However things on the other extreme end of the spectrum, I can get truly upset with people's actions. Oh God! Give me patience and I need a bigger heart to accomodate for others. I should keep my mouth shut before I blow up any further. I need to speak with wisdom and grace ! =X

Anway i had fun yesterday! The Interns Day!! All of them made my day. =D

The past few months of my life has been filled with way too many random things ... I'm still finding the perfect balance between work, play and life. Is time to stretch my capacity for greater things =)

...Night!..

Visions and dreams

Helloo!

Honestly life is not measured neither by how much you own nor how much you achieve. I love dreams and visions. They are the light at the end of the tunnel. and they are my motivations and drives. Most importantly: i must enjoy what do and have fun and recognize for the fact that achievements are only one part of a fulfilling life.

The thought of going SOT makes me go Weee! Hold on for a moment, don't be mistaken, I am not enrolling into SOT this year. Instead, I am going the following year! And i'm getting pretty excited over it already.haha. 16th Intake, here i come! 365 more days to go..

I lovee things to fall into place. However life is not smooth sailing all the time. Despite my personal struggles and difficulties that i'm going through, I believe more things are yet to come... :)

.. just moment of quietness..

Hello blog!

I'm SAD today! I'm so afraid to tell people i am actually sad. really. "its okay what, not bad already'', ''good what'' etc... I've heard enough of those. All i need is a place to dwell my sadness in. Yes, i KNOW no point crying over spilled milk! and im not crying! i just feel sad. Yes, im shallow.. whatever!

My sad day is soon going to be over. And i will continue to strive in whatever i do.

Bye!

I do hope that friday will be a GOOD day! Friday 会是个 good day! I certainly hope soooo

Today

I am finally home after a long day.
I need to lose weight
I need to exercise more.
Maybe i should hit down to the gym with my colleagues some time sooner..

Anyway i think i should catch up on my reading now. especially on current and economic affairs. i feel so shallow now...

Today i came across this article about REIT ( Real Estate Investment trust) & SF issue and i realized i've been losing touch with the property market nowadays. Its time to fill myself with these information in ah! And i happen to chance upon this article about American President Obama. His first speech he made as president in his inaugural address left a deep impression inside of me. i must admit i've watched it 21342 time already. Don't you think that his speeches are simply amazing?! And i don't know what brings hong yi and i to the topic about Obama during lunch time. We had an intellectual discussion about Barack Obama. I think obama is just another amazing guy that will make me WOW besides pst kong.. hah

I'll stand by you

Lovely Sunday! :)

It's a weekend. First week of my attachment in IRAS has passed. I'm still trying to adjust my biological clock - wake up at 5.30 am every morning and be in bed lastest by 11pm every night. Apart from complaning about the journey to work and the tinge of fear in being a totally new environment, in fact i am still pretty excited and looking forward to work every morning. Thinking what new things will i be learning today. Okay, i am not sick! Besides gernerating reports, data analysis, i do get to sit in for meetings, discussions and i am still awaiting for my very first site inspection anddd to sit in in court for my first hearing. It sounds pretty cool huh. I do hope that my internship in IRAS will be a funfilling and enjoyable one..

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Time flies and without realizing, first quarter of the 09 has somehow just passed.
Right now i somehow feel that my life is rather stagnant at the moment. Seriously i need more breakthroughs especially in the area of cg, ministry and relationships. I need a bigger capacity, wisdom and a bigger heart to accommodate for others!! =X

For me, I was initially very stressed over so many things that has been piling on top of me i.e. attachment, business venture, relationship etc… However, God reminded me about the story of Mary and Martha today. I need to learn to surrender all my burden and problems to God for His yoke is easy and His burden is light. Sometimes I do feel burnt out and wanna slow down my pace a little...I don't want to let my busy schedule compromise my relationship with Him. I want to be like Mary. I want everything to - Built to last -

I believe for the remaning months of 09, this year will be an even better year for me. I am so looking forward to my many breakthroughs..

=D

poor baby!

See that red patch, that's my injured toe! =X

I'm feeling .......

happy!!!! no one can understand my excitement & happiness
I AM JUST HAPPY hahaha!!!

wait for you

www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6_W459rGDw

I love this song so much! ..The lyrics alone is so touching and sweet..

Happy Birthday dear!

There’re little updates on dearest QQ's birthday which took place last sunday!

Happy birthday sweetie! Her birthday party was held at Aranda Country Club.. With simple setting..

She was extremely busy that night... Entertaining her friends and relatives, busy taking photos etc. Oh and the theme of her party - fashion disaster.. cool huh?!? haha =X

Life as an intern

Hello!

Work so far is good although it can be quite tiring at times. :)

By the way, evey thursday is healthy lifestyle day. Every employee will be given fruits on that day. ha!

Will be updating very soon! =D

love,
sharon

preciousness of the present moment

I wonder if all couples go through a few stages like from "honeymoon" - everything you do is great to "you're occasionally annoying DEAR" to "i loathe you, perpetually" to "resignation".

I think i can get pretty annoying with occasional hot/cold feeling people can give. Its ok, i said 'i hate you' so many times in my mind already. my mind is kind of accustomed to hearing that phrase.

I have been inspired lately to think about TIME. Neither had i just watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons" nor read an inspirational book. It is partly because I have lately been struck by how I failed to seize the time/ opportunity/ treasure certain thing in the past and it made me wonder a lot about time.

The month of feb was basically month of examination. The whole hurry of life flooded in and almost drowned me. It got me even started on my "countdown to exams" program and ''our first date'' thingy. On the other hand, when i think about you, it made me upset at times about certain things happened in the past. That was probably the start of things becoming emotionally challenging whereby i cannot solely dependent on my 'feelings' but more than that, being rational.

Indeed, how true it is that the Past and the Future ever so often cripples us or distracts us. And when I choose to spend my present moment living in the past or worrying or pining for the future, it is one precious moment wasted on what has no value. In the same degree, all my energy spent on missing the days past and yearning for the days to come means there is little of me left to enjoy the present moment with the one I love. Therefore as far as i am concern, as much as i can, i am going to chuck my worries to one side and be more rational...

lazy bum

I am getting a little bored of life... hahhaa!
just the occasional itch to like, DO STUFF...instead of just the usual, hang out at home... even though i do like afternoons like these, lazing at home, watching tv...

Went out with Sarah to do a little retail therapy yesterday. Only managed to get a pair of shoes .. how sad.

As for tmr, will be slightly busier. have to meet my lecturer in the morning and to hand in my oversea visa application after which will be going for my facial appointment. At least i somewhat have a packed day tmr..

Oh am just looking forward to my weekend especially SUNDAY!
Is dear QQ birthday! yea! I am so excited. No one can explain my excitement. Just simply excited for her.. HAha! and i am glad she is going back to ernst and young to do her internship and not overseas. Oops! it does freak me out if she is going overseas to do her exchange/ internship cause one thing for sure i know, i will be missing her like crazy =X

Okay am feeling particularly...

Time now is 4.14am
and I can't sleep now!
thanks, or no thanks rather, to my monthly biological crisis. woes of being a woman! *cries. and for some weird reason the cramps were so bad.
Plus i am feeling a little feverish now.
And i am a little pissed off with D.
Depressed!

Anyway, I managed to catch slumdog millionaire last week. it does make me wonder though, if the movie has/will in any way impacted/impact the lives of those who live india, and if there'll be any significant social change in that part of the world. Now i know why it won 8 oscars. Definitely worth the money. i give a rating of 4/5.