deeply madly in love with..

Hello hello! I am feeling really optimistic today. Surprising for a Monday ;) And not to mention, i had a fantastic weekend!

Right now I am staring at my work monitor and trying to organize my thoughts now. Ha. i know i should be working now but im not =Pp There are just too many things going through my mind right and perhaps i should take some time to slow down my thoughts and pen it down some :)

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I think the MIND is really an amazing organism. It is the aspects of intellect and consciousness manifested as combination of thoughts, perception, memory, emotion, will and imagination, including all of the brain's conscious and unconscious cognitive processes. Which means it is the control centre of you. What has faith got to do with the MIND? You see, "Faith is the sustain things hoped for evidence of the things unseen". When we have faith and believe and trust in Him, things will just fall into place and eventually come to past. Why did i say that? When you keep telling yourself you can do it. And have faith in doing it. It triggers the motivation in your mind. Of course whatever you do is in the natural realm. And we should not neglect the things in the spiritual realm. When things in natural realm collide with the things in the spiritual realm, miracles happen.- the supernatural power will comes forth for temendous results.

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Anyway last week i went KUISHI-BO! The spread was fantasticcc. I have been wanting to go there for a long time and never had the opportunity to. Finally i went! Whee! i didn't take alot of photos because i was busy eating! hah. The salmon and snow crab and prawn were heavenly.

i had a good time at kuishin-bo that night! I am looking forward going there again so i can eat it again! HAHA!

Ohh and recently i have been deeply madly in love with :

Something i would die for .. haha =X

Angles and demons

"And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind,..." Romans 12:2

At the leaders' meeting yesterday, for some weird reasons, i find it hard to enter his presence initially but as i begin to lift my burdens to Him- although my problems still remain the same, however the atmosphere took a180 degree change. Indeed, how true it is that problems often cripples us and distracts us away from God. I am reminded once again to guard my heart and let not the circumstance to over take my emotions and to start doubting myself... Doubting His calling for me.. My capabilities and my thoughts.

As i was meditating Romans 12:2 on the bus this morning, i got a revelation. It is true, i shall not conform to this world... not conform. I shouldn't grow weary but knowing that the existence of these problem(s), this is an opportunity for me to learn. I should take control of the situation and not being succumb to it.

Surprising things are getting better today. I am more motivated to work again .. =)

Wear on me

check this out : wearonme!

a disappointment is a new appointment

My week's been extremely eventful, well lotsa ups, and lotsa downs as well. hahaha! anyway i am so stoked for next week!!! Maybe with the exception of.. monday? cos is monday bluess =X

I was talking to rou today about my life, cell and ministry. Basically the events and things revolving around my life. I have come to a point whereby I felt extremely stretched, overwhelmed and i am on the verge of giving up. Honestly I am physical worn out. Drained! exhausted! But spiritually hungry.

Having said that, at the end of the day, when I begin to see the time i sowed in my member’s life is reaping a harvest and knowing that my team is growing and doing well spiritually, there’s somehow a sense of satisfaction and achievement.

Indeed when God moves, he moves mightly. BLTC (basic leadership traning course) was awesome as always. I went with great expectancy and God is really amazing. Today's training is about love, faith and hope. There i was weeping throughout the lesson. cried my heart out for the very first time in the training. I felt more like a deliverance session more than training course today. Now my love tank is filled up once again... feeling totally re-charged. =) Time to spread the love around! hah! I am all ready to go! ...

Despite all these, I just want to let rou know that no matter what, I will stand in the gap together with her in the cell. I believe I have the ability and capacity to do it. Although sometimes things might seem crushing down my way, i will hang in there and continue to press in. And as for my ministry, I believe my team will experience a breakthrough very soon. Everyone is my team is so dearly to me and i really mean it. I see the potential in them. Let's jia you together everyone! =D

chui no more? *laughs*

Is confusing sometimes

it accelerates at the exciting prospects coming my way - but at the same time, there is also a cold,subtle feeling, somewhat like f-e-a-r.

Yes, i will be leaving in a month time and it can be better or worst depending on how you look at it. Oh well, for the past few days i've been thinking about it. A lot of things can happen you know, not to mention the people and events i gonna miss. And the thought of living in a foreign land does freak me out at times. Like language barrier etc. =(

Honestly, i didn't think there was anything holding me back from going in the past. But now, It's another set of story. As the day is drawing nearer, the more i can't bear to leave this sunny island. =X for sure i gonna miss cell, UM and all my lovely friends. Oh meaning i won't be chui for that few months? Good or bad? ( some inside jokes in UM FYI =D)

What Your Birth Date Reveals About You!

birthday date : 03 --------------------------------------------Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you to bounce back rapidly from all kinds of setbacks, be it physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes couldnt care less attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

HAH! How true can this be?? =X